Monday, February 17, 2025

Bad Dream

This song could just as easily have been called "Bad Dream Blues," given the melody.
There are several sorts of bad dreams discussed in the song. After each, a question is asked, prefaced by the words "I'm wondering." 
One sort of bad dream is a nightmare-- you fall asleep, and instead of imagining riding a horse in a field of tulips, you imagine being attacked by a bear in a cave. The speaker imagines all dreams being produced in a "factory," in which the executive decision is made-- will tonight's dream be sweet, or scary?
The first bad dream we encounter is of this type. In the dream, a "giant shadow" is imagined by a child to be enveloping and smothering him to the point of suffocation. Since it was a form of darkness that was the problem, the solution was "the morning sun." 
The dream happened while he was "asleep, but still awake," which could refer to REM sleep. It could also, I guess, refer to "lucid" dreaming; generally, one in this state can direct the course of the dream's narrative, which doesn't happen here, but then this dreamer is a child who may be unaware of that option.
Since the person relating this nightmare is an adult remembering it from his childhood, the question is: "Where is the doorway to yesterday's secrets?" Frustratingly, the adult remembers the dream but not the experience that triggered it. If only he could access those memories, he could finally understand the dream.
Simon co-wrote (and co-sang) this song with Edie Brickell, his wife. She takes a turn, offering, she says, "a woman's perspective." What she says is brief, but powerful, and also remembered from childhood:
Ever since I was a little girlThey all said, "Don't go out alone at night
It's a hungry, dangerous world"
For vulnerable minorities, the world is a "bad dream" even when they are awake. Their nights are filled with waking nightmares of constantly incessant pursuit by the appetites of society. Since this hunger is inescapable and insatiable, the only solution (admittedly not much of one) is to avoid danger as much as possible. 
Her question is: "Where is the shelter for runaway angels?" Pure innocence is, sadly, one of the most attractive targets, but where can true safety be found? It is as elusive as an inaccessible memory.
The final scenario is also brief. A "backwoods" man crashes a rodeo, carrying many bibles, then wailing. This is a "dream," also, but whose? Notably, while the other scenarios were followed by the words "a bad dream," this one is followed by just "It's a dream." Meaning that, for some, this could be a good dream-- someone messianic bringing order (religion) to chaos (a "rodeo"), not someone unwelcome imposing restrictions on revelry. 
Is this a "bad dream"? Depends who you ask. 
This time, the question is "Where is the country I promised my children?" Clearly, Simon is of the camp that sees this "backwoods" character as a wet-blanket killjoy. Simon is, famously, one of the voices of the Civil Rights movement (see "A Church is Burning," "He Was My Brother," "The Sound of Silence," etc.) and this song was written when the US was dealing with the MAGA movement. 
There is a structure here that may seem familiar to Simon's fans; we saw it years ago in the song "Slip Sliding Away." The first verse, there, was about a man, the second about a woman, and the third about a father. (Interestingly, Springsteen's "Glory Days" is the also same, structurally: verses about a man, then a woman, then-- in a "missing" verse-- the speaker's father. The final, familiar, verse is about he speaker himself.)
In this song, we have a man remembering his childhood nightmare, a woman remembering the fear instilled in her as a girl... and then a verse about society at large dealing with a figure who is a harbinger of doom to some, but a herald of salvation to others. 

The three kinds of "bad dreams" delineated are the sleeping kind, the waking kind... and the kind that people will tell you wasn't a nightmare at all. Having your own perceptions questioned, and even suspected, sounds pretty nightmarish, too.

3 comments:

  1. Love this site!
    Maybe you know the answer to this question. I used to have “The Songs of Paul Simon”, a chords and music book that came out in 1973 (I lost it somehow). Paul wrote an intro that talked about among other things his dissatisfaction with the third “silver girl” verse of BOTW. Anyway — he says, “This book contains every song I’ve written since 1963 except two really bad ones I wouldn’t want to look at and three that E.B. Marks Music wouldn’t let me print.” What were those two “really bad” songs? And the ones he couldn’t print ? Thanks.

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  2. Anon-- Thanks! The book you lost is probably available on eBay; I don't have it, sadly. Even though I don't play an instrument, I did happen to pick up a chord book, but it's called Songs BY Paul Simon (emphasis mine) and it has no intro.
    If I were to guess as to which songs he willingly omitted? He has, in interviews, said that he doesn't like "A Dangling Conversation," and since that wasn't a hit anyway, it may have been omitted. The only other one I can think of that he has publicly lamented is "I Am a Rock," but that was somewhat a hit, so it may be in there after all. Also, "Somewhere They Can't Find Me" is basically a rock remix of "Wednesday Morning, 3AM."
    Umm... "We've Got a Groovy Thing Goin'" is a fun goof, but he may not have cared to lay claim to it while trying to establish his poetic bona fides. Same with "A Simple Desultory Philippic" and "Punky's Dilemma."
    As for the three he was not even allowed to print? Maybe the ones he co-wrote with Bruce Woodley of the Seekers? And "Red Rubber Ball" which was released by The Cyrkle?
    Again, these are guesses, given what I know about Simon's work and the time frame you mention.
    The best thing would be to find that book (or at least a list of its contents) and compare it to Simon's tracklists up through 1973, including his solo "The Paul Simon Songbook" album. All these tracklists are available on allmusic.com under their Paul Simon and Simon & Garfunkel discographies. Maybe just reading through those and recalling what was in the book would help..?
    Sorry I can't be certain, but those are my guesses.

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  3. I just thought of one more! "Cuba Si, Nixon No." You can tell just by the title why Simon might have thought reminding people he wrote that might be a bad idea, if only because the subject matter was so time-bound.

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